All's well.......

All's well how wrong that is I can't begin to explain.......I'm having trouble "connecting" with my feelings and emotions. That has always been an issue that I need to overcome. I'm having perticular difficulty deciding with whom I shall "hang out with" this coming school year, it seems to me that If they want to be friends with me than they can come to me, not so in this world we live in it seems that If you want to have friends you have to approach them, they can't approach you. To me that makes about as much sense as mucking a stable with a spoon. Anyway....its been a LONG week what with my grandparents coming in and everything, since they're here I have been forced to move into our camper, not that its uncomfortable it's just not as good as my original bed.

I'm FINALLY getting a new phone, I have been wanting one for some time now but have not said anything about it to my parents until recently.....I'm not exactly sure what it looks like but i have a rough overview, a black flip phone with a camera.

I have also been having a lot of trouble communicating with the girls I go to school with, they are so hard to talk to in person. I find myself opening up to people over Yahoo Messenger that I would never even dream of telling them my favorite color, and the people that I normally speak with either dont care or dont want to care......I'm not saying I have no friends what I am saying is that most of the guys that go to my school or either shallow or jerks, and the few exceptions to that rule never hang around long enough to become friends with......thats it for now

Epilogue of Vacation

I have returned! from camping that is, which was fun and relaxing. Except for karaoke night, which involved a bunch of idiotic people singing country soungs severly off tune. other than that for vacation we really just layed around and watched old seasons of tv shows such as MASH (yes!!) Quantum Leap, and Murder she Wrote. all of which are very good shows, the only bad part of it was the last evening there: we went into the town, and looked around for a pizza hut and finding our search unfruitful, we came upon an establishment named very appropriatly "pizza crossing". I wish we had crossed over the place. The enviornment was terrible (it was dark and smelled weird), 98% of the people were drinking. and 98% of them were drunk, and the pizza was horrible too. We went to a mall from the outside it looked dark and scary, once inside however it was a very nice place, the stores were clean and so was the rest of the place. well I'll end this post now so bye everyone see you later!

Today July 16

so here I sit watching the television that displays mindless nonsense before me and I think, when will the people who make these things figure out how to make them so they don't cause headaches. They would earn so much more money, and they would have less problems. The county fair is coming up and I still haven't decided if im going to go or not, most likely not though...so ill just stay here and blogg some more.

The beginning of the end

Today I woke up thinking today would be like any other day, and I was right. So here I sit at a computer typing my life story into a blog. *sigh* it has been a good day altogether though. So I'll end this post by saying, see you next time same time same channel.